yea..i am stressed out!

assalammua'laikum,..

the day i wrote this entry,,i am in deep frustrations,.. yea,,stressed out the most perfect word to describe it,..seriously.. its just not about assignments,..but,,its also include some other people's that involved in my life....

can I like,,deactivate my fb account?
sorry,,but,,i  REALLY need the time on my own,,,can i really do that?
NO DISTURBANCE PLEASE!!

as if I can do that right,..but,,,seriously,,i need that time,... hmm,.. i am bursting into tears now,.. yea... but,, when,,i thought about it back,,didn't it necessarily to deactivate my fb account,.. its just,,yea,,running away IS NOT gonna solve any problems,,right? so..why should i run then? why?

well,,,yea.. just need time to settle all these things,.. & yea,,thanks to da one that criticize me,,all of the it is somehow help me a lot! haha,,not kidding tis time,.. it is helping,.. well,,who are you to bring me down right? i have ALLAH,,my parents,my family...& my friends that know me far better than you are.. so,,please... just get out of my life,.. i don't need you,,the one that only know how to criticize others but DON'T KNOW how to ACCEPT others people's thought...

as for the one that know me,.. thanks a lot for being there 4 me,.. :-)
appreciate it a lot!
will not deactivate my fb account just because of someone that annoyed me.. will not gonna happen,.. :-)
hahahahahhahahaaha,...
feel relieved now,.. than before,.thanks my dear blog,.. haha..

assalammua'laikum,.. hi bloggers! how are you guys? well..hope you guys are in the pink of health...
yea..i'm fine,,alhamdulillah,..

okay,..wanna say my condolence towards KHAIRUL FAHMI CHE MAT a.k.a APEX..who lost his brother due to high fever & some said he has infections in his lung,.. may he rest with peace.. semoga ditempatkan dikalangan orang yg beriman,,takziah sekali lagi..

also,,wanna say my condolence towards ustaz SULAIMAN BIN ZAHLAN's family.. arwah ustaz merupakan Penasihat Jawatankuasa Penggerak Masjid di CTU UiTM Alor Gajah,,Melaka....that day,,I know that he was admitted in ICU due to heart attack..but,,i wasn't sure the reason why he passed away,.. emm,,, semoga ustaz ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman.. takziah sekali lagi..

not forget,,today my inbox was full of messages that urged me to watch MHI and listens to HOT FM.. particularly,,i don't because i don't even know about the interview,.. yea,,the interview with our nation footballers..congrats 4 them,.. :-) proud3!!

right,,there's a lot to tell is it? hmm,,,i wonder..well,,kinda actually! i've been busy now,.. haa,,,assignments overwhelming!! huhuhuhuhuhu,.. a lot of things need to be settle,..yet,,have to find the source too,.. but... its okay,,its alright,.. i just love the way it is,..* pujuk hati sendiri ni.*. :-) hahahaha..

em,,missing my family,.. yea,,really miss them,.. i can burst into tears when i really miss them,.. & because of that,,i am in dire of going home this weekend.. yea,,insya-ALLAH,..hope that it would be okay...

actually,,for the time i writing this entry,,i am a lil bit feel offended with someone..yea.. its true,,not kidding! because of what yea ? behaviour! come on,,please have some respects towards me.. i am not,,the one that will simply go to someone that annoys me,,& blurt whatever in my mind.. i am NOT the one..seriously..
but,,what you did..really annoys me,... i can't accept it,,
but,,yea..will try to forget about it,,insya-ALLAH..

okay,,,stop 4 now.. will update soon,.. :-)
& guys,,please pray 4 me yea? so that,,everything will runs smoothly.. amin2,..ya rabbal alamin,.. right,,night everyone!

what should i say?

assalammua'laikum,..

first of all,,SALAM MAAL HIJRAH kepada cmua umat islam,.. sama2 ktew bhijrah ke arah yg lbey baek slepas niy yea... insya-ALLAH...

em,,hari ini hari ahad,.. mmg agak bz cket,,coz da kndury yg perlu dihadiri,.. alhamdulillah,,cmuanyew bjlan lancar.. :-)

the moment i am typing this entry,,i actually felt so frustrated until i barely can't describe how it feels.. it just like a glass that smash onto a stone.. can imagine how was it? seriously,,,cgt2 frust!
yea,,i know,..bkn mudah utk menerima kkalahn,.. sy twu,.. & sy fham,..cma,,xtwu knapa sy rsa ssah nk terima,.. maybe coz ktew da leading dgn baek tdy..

MALAYSIA,.kalah lagi,.. seriously,,it shouldn't happen.. okay,,stop at there! xsnggup nk tulis lg,.. sememangnyew,,brat nk terima,,tpy,,nk wt cmne? da mmg xdew rezeky ktew nk mnang.. player2 da cba lakukn yg tbaek,.. lg pown.. da diantara yg dibelenggu kcederaan,,but still twun,.. 2 mnunjukkn btapa diaowg nk kn kmenangan,..

so,,as a supporter and one of the big fan of football,,,i accept it,.. redha,.. coz,,mmg nmpk diaowg da cba,.. just hlang fokus last2 mnit,.. insya-ALLAH,.. MALAYSIA pasti akan bangkit cmula,.. cme2 ktew doakn,........ :-)

*p/s utk certain2 pminat bola yg anta mcj kpd sy..
yea..sy twu anda frust,,sy pcaya 1 MALAYSIA sdang frust krana team ktew klah,.. tpy,,tlg jgn pnuhkn inbox fb sy dgn soalan2 yg sy sndiri xdew jwpnnyew,.. yea? knpa MALAYSIA maen cm 2..?sorry...but,, i am NOT the right one to talk about this & i have NO rights in judging them,... sorry..hope you guys would understand.. :-)

new semester..new class..

assalammua'laikum,..
em,,today is 23/11/11... yea..its been almost 3 days since the new semester starts... tell you guyz what,,been in the other class (not the class in last sems) make me feel uncomfortable,.. but,,only at first,..do feel kinda odd ! huhuhu,..

right,,enough about that,.. yea,,perhaps,,its still new,.. & people tend to make a lot of assumptions toward others,... hey..first impressions is the last impressions right? hahahahaha..me either actually,.. but,,i do stick at the principle "do not judge the book by its cover".. yea.. i did that.. but,,when they have showed their true color,,yea..what more to expect..its their attitude right!

okay,,get back to the schedule,,well,,i think,.. quite pack,,but,,i just love it!! :-)
roommate? yea..okay.. college too! :-) alhamdulillah...

what more hmm?
oh yea..the football game,.. congrats MALAYSIA 4 sustaining the gold medal,.. hahaha,..proud to be MALAYSIAN,...
and,,tonight... there will be another game right? ahaa.. the senior team! MALAYSIA VS SYRIA.. haha.. well,... best of luck & make us proud yea?
victory2,,,please.. :-)

one more thing that i would wanna share,.. my feet,.. melecet! alahai,.. cdeyh! seriously,,i'm not pulling ur legs,.. its really hurt me! :-(
thought of going to clinic,,but then yea,.. what they'll do is only by giving cream that might help to reduce the pain & plaster,.. yea,,plaster,.. i am running out of it now,.. huhuhuhuhu..

okay,,,thats 4 now,.. later on,,insya-ALLAH,,i'll update some more yea? thanks for reading! keep following my blog friends!
salam 1 malaysia..
bubbye..
assalammua'laikum,..

feel like crying! :-(

assalammua'laikum,...

okay,,first of all,,, SALAM AIDILADHA 2 every MUSLIMS in the world.. may ALLAH bless all of us,.. :-)

Its quite some time since last i'm updating the blog,.. sorry,.. can't really find enough time to write it here... a lot things had happen,... sometimes,,,I do feel like crying,... YA ALLAH,,,give me the strength please,.. afraid that I can't really handle it anymore...

it is too many,,if i would to say it here,..i think,maybe until the day of tomorrow also it will be not come to an end.. just sometime yea, people said that,,,its good to have someone behind our back,.. *ala,,cm ctew dlm tv,..wa blakang lu bro!* hahahaha,.. sounds funny is it? but thats the reality,.. if we do have a true friend that always will be with us,,no matter what happen,,,we gonna be the luckiest person ever!

aiyaaa,... what am i babbling around? just whats wrong with me?
hmm,,,,until the moment i am typing this entry,,i would say that,,,my tears if going to roll down at my cheeks.. ya ALLAH,.. give me the strength please,.. protect me from all those things that gonna hurt me,...please...

i may not a perfect person,..i may not pretty,, and i may not tall as the all the  models,..hahaha,, but i do know that,,i love my life so much,.. so please,,to those people who just only come in my life in order to annoy me,,or just to make me irritate,,well,,,i am welcoming you out of my life!
*p/s : sy xhalau anda,.. sy cma xnk msg2 btambah kbencian antara 1 sama lain,.. & andai kmaafan yg kamu pnta dari sy,,sy akan kata...

"ya aku,,maafkan kamu,,xperlu kta bertemu,,cukup kau tahu... ya aku,,maafkan kamu,.. tlg teruskn hidup,,jgn sbut namaku"

itu antara lirik lagu jamal abdillah & malique,... hayatilaa,.. for me,,its quite a good song actually...

& to those people,,who always been there 4 me,.. thank you so much! do appreciate it well,.. hope you guys will keep it that way yaa... :-) hope it will last forever!!

ya ALLAH,.. hambaMU ini berterima kasih ats sgala rahmat yg KAU limpahkan kepadaku,.. terima kasih juga atas segala dugaan yg diberikn,.. seseungguhnya,,ia membuat hambaMU ni mnjady lbey tabah,..

akhir kata,,, lastly,...
SALAM AIDIL ADHA TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!

sorry,,tpy memang x pro!

assalammua'laikum,.. hi everyone,..first of all,,wanna say sorry 4 not updating the blog,..yes,,i am sorry... totally sorry,.. actually,,i've been busy with myself these last day,...  so,,upon request by few close friends that asked me to update,,but then,,yaa,,now i am,..
well,,alhamdulillah,.. final exam & test had already being done,... hope will get the best result 4 it,..
dear friends..do pray 4 me yaa?

alright,,back to my entry,.. its about the football! hmm,,football? yaa,,football,.. just now,,i've just watched the game between kelantan & terengganu,.. it WAS NOT professional! seriously,.. particularly,,i am so sorry for saying like this,,but just can't take it anymore,. the game wasn't so fair! really didn't agree with the ref!

hmm,,,,what should i say yaa? nothing much exactly,.. just,,, a few people did asked me to write about ref nowadays,,but just,,i could not,,since i wasn't totally aware of it,.. but tonight,,yaaa,,i did watch the game,..& now i understand why people keep asking me to write about it,.. well,,,i don't know what to say or even write,,but just let see at the newspaper,.. i think it answer why,.. am i right? the article in newspaper are actually the answer for the request..

well,,,congrats for the team that qualify to the next game,.. keep up the momentum!
and,, to my dear beloved tokteh & her husband,,, & also makteh and her husband,..  & not forget,,all people that will go for pilgrimage & to perform their Hajj in Mekah,, i pray that you all will go & back safely,... do pray also for me yaa? btw,,tc everyone!
assalammua'laikum,..

happy eid-independence everyone!

assalammua'laikum,....
hmm,,lame an x update? mnx maaflaa cgt2 yew,.. serius,,xsmpat,..
btw,,happy eid-independence day,.. :-)

okay,,first nk cte niy,... itew jdy ktua level taw~ haha,,mcm lawak kn? just imagine,.. hee~ tpy,serius ckp,,bkn sonang,.. mcm2 da,.. hehe,.. kdg2,,bla jdy ktua,,ktew kna trima hakikat yg,, pasti akan ada owg yg xsyuke ktew,.. yew laa,,ne x nyew,,ktew msty wt kje ktew,,kn? then,,kje ktew pla msty based on rules,.. harus di egt,,bkn cmua owg nk ikowt rules,.. even some said.. "PERATURAN MEMEY DIBUAT UTK DILANGGAR".. hehe,.. biar tol,.. agak2 laa an,.. hehe,.

ha,,ary 2 an,..itew pky laa bju raya g class,.. cmua lecturer puji bju,.. hehe,.. meletoop gitu! da mcm model da itew ary 2,.. kjap2,,da jew yg ckp,..pusing jp,, pusing jp,.. hehe,.. so,,credits to my mama & cik ros 4 da lovely outfits,.. u guys was totally awesome!

btw,,ary niy da last day utk attending class,.. sriusly,, memey byk class di cancel kn,,hehe,.. maybe sbb da last2 day kn,... just,,,esowk,.. da start utk revision week,... hmm,,but itew da event,.. esowk da bengkel MUET.. lusanye,,da event utk raya,.. itew dgn 49 owg kwn2 yg laen akan handle 6000 satay! OMG,.. byk kn? hehe,.. insya-ALLAH bley,.. sucess2,. hehe...

so,,2 jew la kowt,.. t ctew2 g,..hehe,..k,,bubbye,..peace to da world,..assalammua'laikum,..